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I have had clinical depression 20 years now and today has been really hard. I'm trying to stay sober but I have no support right now and I'm feeling so bad that I might just go back to using. I tried seeking God out and reading scriptures and I have spent entire days doing this. I'm at the point where I can't even function enough to make a living. I know it says we won't be given more than we can handle but this is much more than I can handle and it has been for awhile now. Seriously, how long does God expect me to live with this pain, not heal me or even comfort me, and fight off the desire to end my life? I feel like He made me with the intent of sending me to hell. I just wish He didn't make me a nice person.