Prayer and Praise Wall
Welcome to the Family Life Radio Prayer Wall! Share your prayer request below (anonymously, if you’d prefer) and pray for others at the same time. All prayer posts are moderated, so please allow 24 hours for your request to appear.
Leanne
I know that God works in slower ways and puts us through trials, but I just have been feeling like a pawn in a game or some toy to be thrown around lately. I feel like I perhaps misinterupted God and what he's been saying to me regarding a certain situation and person. If so I don't even know exactly who God is then. If I did I just feel like a big idiot and have even less faith in myself and God. I know God is a great God worthy of praise and I feel bad that I need answers and signs and evidence in this situation to keep trudging forward, but it has been months now and I am starting to lose hope in the situation and many things in life. I just dont know why God would put a certain person in my life just to take them away if it's not for the purpose I have been thinking is his will lately. If it's not what I have had faith in lately, I will feel more than lost. If I misunterupted the signs from his and his word, I will feel horrible. I know I don't deserve his grace or answers and my sins are great that I am sorry for, but I am at a wits end. I already feel so down and like I would rather just run away from everything. I just really dont believe God would have me meet this person for nothing and have so many health scares and dissappoints and falling out with friends in the last couple months for nothing. I was growing more in my faith because of this situation and I thought maybe that was it, but now its backfiring. I just could really use all the prayers in the world. I feel totally lost. I dont want to slip into depression and frankly I crave answers. I am fearful I misunderstanding God's word everyday and everything he is saying to me and that what I think is God is only heart desires. I am so confused. I pray endlessly everyday saying for him to do his will and guide me in his will for my life. I don't know what God is saying or what he wants me to do. I spend 2 hours in the word each day and am constantly seeking Godly council. Just please, please pray that the enemy goes away from me, that answers start coming and that the person that came into my life either flat out says he wants me out of my life forever or that he wants me to be friends or something. I have asked this and am waiting. PLEASE! I need it so bad. I am so lost and filled with sorrow. Thank you for every prayer in advanced. It is truly appreciated.