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I am asking for all of you to pray for me. I have been ridiculed and bullied all my life because of my African/strong facial features, deep voice, to top it off, I have a learning disability. However, God has been so good to me, but the culmination of repeated bullying has caused complex trauma, fear of man, and anxiety. It has been tremendously crippling. I am deeply wounded about my past, it literally cripples me to be myself because I deeply care about how others see me. In the work force, I have experienced severe ridicule because of my differences, and it has caused me a great deal of anxiety to the point that I can’t articulate myself during teacher observations I'm teaching in the inner city. When the bullying from co-workers is too much I tend to leave the job not learning the lesson that Christ wants me to learn. It's for Him to prevail through me. I'm teaching 1st grade at an inner-city school. I’m literally the butt of some of the teachers and administrators jokes. They have mocked me for not being technology literate (part of my learning disability) and having a loud voice (born with a deep voice). Because of the microaggressions. Being at this teaching job is toxic for me and I want to learn the lesson before I depart in June. We have a school observation on 5/3, 8 am to 12 pm and I want Christ to prevail. Please pray for me to rely on Christ alone. during my observation. May He get the victory in me! IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!