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Anonymous

I’m a single mom with a son with asthma and just got done with cancer earlier this year. I also have a 5 year old daughter so is struggling with understanding that my son isn’t having as many mommy days as her. It’s really hard now due to her being in kindergarten. I got Covid back in May. A month later I fell and hit my head causing a concussion. I am still having issues with hitting my head and all the past memories from my PTSD coming back with the headaches going in and out. Since hitting my head I now also have chest pains to the point I’m struggling to work. All the test are coming up negative and they still haven’t found answers. My QRS in my heartbeat is suppose to be at a .11-.06. Mine is at a 5.7. Mentally, physically and financially I’m struggling. I’m so horrified of losing my job or getting behind on bills. Due to my son being cancer free I’m on the verge of losing SSI and I won’t be making it by due to my health. Due to cancer last year, short term did won’t pay when I’m out of work. I didn’t work enough hours to get paid. I’m technically a broker and if I could get back on the ropes of that. I could quit my job and just do broker. My issues with starting that is help with the kids from being a single mom. I just feel like I’m in a circle spiraling down. I use to have my family to help but they made me felt like a Facebook homeless person on top of them trying to over step me as a mother. They talked bad about me in front of my kids bc I didn’t spend enough time with the kids due to work. Now that I don’t work as much and I get SSI, they don’t see how I can pay the bills. I’m just feeling really lost and I feel like I don’t have a strong support team and a good faith group where I live. I’m just begging God can help build a strong support system for my kids that is full of love so I can get back on my feet. I also am hoping to get prayers that my business will take off so I still have time with the kids and get back on my feet.

Received: October 24, 2022