Prayer and Praise Wall

Deborah

S o many requests I do not know where to start. Prayer for my mom, my dad passed 2 yrs ago. Mom is 76 has had colon cancer in remission and a leg amputation due to medical negligence and now suffers sever pain, depression,anxiety, ptsd and total life style change as well as the worry and concern over litigations for the injury. She instantly went from a full time volunteer all over the community to a wheel chair bound shut in.. She is a faithful Christian does attend chur h regularly. Pray that things will get easier for her. She can't get out much nor get around her tiny house in even her pediatric size wheel chair and is still living by herself. I pray for an easier life in a barrier free home in a better climate.

Next my husband who believes but refuses to participate with the church. He is a good man but after being brought up in a solid Christian family says he did his 18 yrs of church as a kid. He has no close friends and just will not come out to serve or fellowship he is retired and considers EVERY THING. as work and an inconvience all though he is not lazy takes care of the house and cares for my mom while I work. My church family is very kind, caring and nonjudgemental. While I am called to pastor children without my loving husband it makes me feel a little less desirable as a good example of a pastor and I love being involved in church and pray for full time ministry as a recent graduate at Liberty University s Christian Ministry and Biblical Studies programs. My faith is strong.

Next both of my adult children who have turned away from God. That their hearts are softened and raise Godly children. And my grandson Who is 14 and has had pass from the verbal abuse from his dad and paternal grandfather from age w to 5. He struggles in school but the iq of a genius and has had persistent behavioral issues and was suicidal at age 7 and 9. He has a kind heart and was doing better when he was attending church before we moved.

And lastly for me. I work full time. Care for my mom,I am legal guardian of my severely mentally disabled brother.

We gave up our lives in the South to come to Michigan to care for both parents 4 years ago, leaving my home, my church family, my children and grandchildren.

But the Lords timing was impeccable and witness to my extrodiary testimony. Part of which sharing my dads last moments with him, Jesus and myself. I even saw the beauty of heaven at that moment. It truly was indescribable. I also feel blessed for being here to care for my mom during all of her illnesses Also the Lord provided me the opportunity to attend Liberty University. I graduated in September 2018.

I lost my medical job in June but found a position in a totally different career than I imagined with an insurmountable learning curve. It is not in ministry at all. With all that is going on zI have not attempted to search for a position in children"s ministry. Moving elsewhere involve much more than moving myself Now. I have a brother to find a new group home for, selling our house as well as my moms and meeting her medical and physical needs.

Now I am faced with another educational endeavor that has been put on the fast track from my current boss. The pressure is emense and I have always been the strong calm confident woman and now I am an overwhelmed mess.

I feel so defeated and incapable at times. I love the Lord and have faith in His plan but I am weary.

Also pray for our leaders our governments our nation. This world is full of evil and only God can save it and us.

I thank you in advance for praying for my family and my mess but I know the Lord is listening and when 2 or more people pray He hears and answers.

Received: October 28, 2018