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Anonymous

I have become dependent on alcohol to get me through the days. It helps me to feel good. I know this is so wrong. I have belonged to two different churches since 2007 ( my husband and I had given thousands of dollars to help out with different things) and both churches have turned us away by people being judgmental of others and only accepting you if your giving money all the time. I volunteered every Sunday to help out for all those years, because I wanted to and out of the goodness of my heart. We quit going to church May 2019. I love Jesus and I know he is good. I thank him everyday for everything he does for me. I’m just to the point where I don’t trust a lot of people and I don’t want to get close to anyone because in the end, they seem to be judgmental. The sad thing is; no one from the church has asked where we have been or how we’re doing. My husband had cancer a couple years back only 1 person from church even came to visit; but for others and For less severe things ( pregnancies, etc) they would arrange for people of church to make meals and help out. Nobody offered anything to help. My husband does all the cooking and he was in hospital for over 2 weeks. So, I was basically a single mom at time with two kids trying to get them to and from school, make meals, plus drive over an hour away to visit my husband. I’m just frustrated and beyond everything right now. Please pray for me and help me to know what to do? Thank you so much

Received: February 12, 2020