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Please pray for God and the Holy Spirit to help open up and heal my heart. Also, for me to stay sober. I have a meth addiction I'm fighting and sometimes I feel a strong pull to go back. I really don't want to but I don't want to gain weight. It's a stupid reason but I've always had self image issues. I've never been cute or pretty and I'm way too sensitive. I was angry at God for the longest time because He made me plain and not beautiful and I assumed He must love me less. I know it isn't true. I know God looks at the heart but just once, just one time, I want to be the most beautiful woman to some man. I'm so plain and I'm always overlooked. Since I was a little girl, I've always wanted blonde hair and blue eyes and to be slim with a beautiful-not cute, face. I'm never anyone's first choice. I'm 34 and all the men I've dated, I've had to pursue. No one ever pursues me. I'm starting to think no one ever will.